assalamualaikum,
|warning! this post is hyper panjang. i never mind if anyone read this but this is special tribute to my Ducky, AMIRUL AZIM BIN ARIFFIN |
You made me annoyed, hate, smile, laugh, happy, awesome and so all the
good things and bad things you made.
Aku ingat lagi firstday ko kat skolah SKTJJ2.
You and your songkok, you and your shyness, you and your baju
pengawas, you and your grumpy-face-move-to-a-new-town.
Pelikkan budak baru terus jadi pengawas. Semua orang jeles kat ko time
tu.
Hari pertama sekolah ko tolak Ariff yang lagi besar dari ko, konon nak
bergurau la.. tapi sampai terduduk Ariff. He cried because of what you did.
Kitorang semua yang nengok ketawa. Pastu ko lari..
The next day, ko kene pindah kelas. The teacher said because my class
was full and there has no room for a new student. Your face made everything
simple. As like Oh-I-move-to-the-next-class-I-can-live-with-it face.
Tapi bila aku tanye ko, “ko OK ke pindah kelas sebelah” pastu ko jawab
“mane ade, mestilah aku nak masuk kelas pandai”
Then we became enemies. Because you gang with the boys of your class.
The boys like to tease girl and you one of them too.
Aku ingat ko baik sebab ko pakai songkok time first time masuk kelas
aku. First impression kan? Pandai ko perdaya kan orang ==”
We started to bond at secondary school. Although on form one we’re not
on the same class. Tapi aku kene satu rumah sukan dengan ko. As an active girl
on the last primary school, and at that time I was soo good on high jump. Tapi
aku tak nak masuk pape time kat Sekolah Menengah tu sebenarnye tak nak aktif
kan diri pon. Mase latihan rumah sukan, cikgu ask the girls buat trial high
jump supaya boleh pilih yang mane bagus untuk serapkan masuk untuk hari sukan. Aku
tak lah tunjuk bagus kat sekolah tu, dah lah baru form one. So aku duduk line
yang paling belakang sekali. I just don’t want to show my face. Then a voice
shouted “KATAK !” dalam hati aku terdetik “itik, ko memang kejam !!”
Disebabkan se-mulut berbunyi dan yang laen ikot berbunyi, aku jadi
binase. Huh
Then satu sekolah panggil aku katak sebab aku punye style lompat tinggi
aku macam katak and I hated you for that -_______- “
Since you called me katak then I called you itik, sebab ko suke buat
suara donald duck pastu serupe dengan donald duck. So I named you itik !
jyeah!!
Time form one kite biasebiase je. As a friend that just know that each
other still exist in the school. Tapi aku sangat suke nengok ko kawan ngan
triplets ko. Azim, Khawa, ko. Korang time form one sangat rapat. Macam kembar
dah aku nengok. Kemanemane je bersame.
Then form 2 and 3 kite sekelas. Form 2 I just get to know you better
but on form 3 was a ciaos. You sure like to tease me on form 3. I really hated
you for that.
You and your mouth, you and your attitude, you and your stealing my
bag, pencil box, hitting me, makes me as I’m a fool and other hideous things
that you did. You and every wrong things that you did! A day without my pencil
box gone is an awkward day at that time.
I still remember at class you bullied me.
Ko ambil beg aku, then ko selongkar beg aku. Ko keluarkan segala bende
yang ade dalam beg tu. payung aku ko buat maen, ko ambil botol aku ko ketuk
kepala aku, pencil box aku ko keluarkan dan ntah ape lagi la yang ko keluarkan. Pastu bile aku
dekat ngan ko nak amik beg aku, ko lari then you mock me with names, with harsh
words. Balek dari rumah, I smiled. Because I just like when we tease each other.
You make me want to go to school everyday because I have friends like you to
cheer me up each day.
Form 4 was a sad moment. Sebab kite kene berpisah. Aku pindah sekolah
laen dan ko pindah sekolah laen. I went to SMTJB and you went to SMTP. Sekolah kite
sebelahsebelah je. Tapi tak pernah terserempak pon.
Lepas habes form 5, I still contacting with you. I miss our moment as
classmate. And you never stop from calling me katak. You never stop teasing
people.
Time result SPM keluar, aku pergi sekolah ko. Ingat nak jumpe Liyana. Tapi
die dah balek. Naseb ko maseh kat sekolah lagi, so I met you there. Its just
for a few minutes or seconds. Less than 20 minutes I assume. Aku happy sangat
dapat jumpe ko. Walaupon kejap tapi puas..
Months later, I went to PLKN. I contact you whenever I got my phone
back. Then you called me. Lame kite bercakap. You called me twice. But it’s
worth. Untuk lepaskan rindu kat kawan aku sorang nie. Aku suke cakap dengan ko.
Ko banyak cakap pastu ade je bende ko nak kene kan orang.
On you 18th birthday, I wished you happy birthday. Then I saw
your family at Giant. I search glimpse
of you. But no. your not there. I ask your mom where is mirul? Your mom said “He
went out celebrating with his friends.” If only you went out with your family
instead of your friends. Aku boleh jumpe ko. Ukur tinggi.. and calling you itik
again. But in my mind “ tapelah, bilebile pon boleh jumpe die lagi kan?”
22 May 2011
The first day I went to UiTM, Lendu to further my study. I got a call
from Shafiz at 12something or maybe 1something p.m.
Shahfiz “Mirul dah takde, die accident moto” *rahang jatuh dalam mase yang same hati
remuk*
Aku tak sangke last jumpe ko time result hari tu.. last cakap ngan ko
time kat PLKN. Huh
Sangat memeranjat kan.
Allah nak amik nyawa ko pergi dari kami.
You were my boy---friend that anyone can’t replace. You are one in a
trillion. You made everyone happy. Although your behaviour made us annoyed but
we just can’t bare you gone for eternity. I know that everyone different from
others but if I can choose my friends. I want my friend to be like you. Happy
and doesn’t care less about others think of you. Never forget friends although you
found new. You were a one true friend that I can’t forget. Now there’s no one
can tease me the way you did. No one can call me katak like you did. No one I can
call itik. No one can replace my itik. You’re a ducky that always know your way
home. You love your family, you love your friends. I miss to have friend like
you.
Today is your birthday. I can’t post a happy birthday wish on your
wall. You’re gone for eternity. You’re gone in peace. Allah had taken you away
from us. It is your fate to go sooner than us. I accept what the fate has
written. But the memory that we build will never fade. I will always remember
you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRUL a.k.a itik
you will be in our heart forever till the end.
Al-fatihah untuk Amirul Azim bin Ariffin :’(
p/s; sorry kalo ade ayat yang berulangulang. itu menunjukkan penegasan dalam ayat tu. i really miss my ducky a lot. *tears falling without stopping* *lap air mate*
2 conflict:
so sweet n sedihh la beb . al-fatihah .
@zettyzahira
aku yang menulis nie lagi sedeh.. thank for reading :)
Conflict ;)